I really can not even tell you how excited I am that you’re coming down to DC this weekend! I haven’t seen you since August 23rd (except for that one time we Skyped). That’s crazy, but what’s even crazier is how much I’ve missed you! I’ve never experienced this kind of emotion before. I’ve never missed my best friend, I’ve never had a best friend to miss…except now.
I’m so glad we’ve been able to at least talk on the phone and check-in with each other almost every day. But talking and texting only go so far. I need to feel your presence and the safety you exude. Sometimes I just get this overwhelming felling of fear. I’m scared and I don’t know why. If I knew you were here, I think that would help. You are more than a mother to me, you’re the most important person in my life.
It hurts me that you’ve already missed so much, so many little things. Little moments or things that have happened or I’ve overheard. Normally you would be the first person to tell, but I always forget these moments by the time I talk to you at the end of the day. That’s why I think you should more down here. We could rent an apartment and we could be roomies 😉 (Then you could do my laundry…it still stresses me out. I’d rather clean the toilet.) In exchange I’ll cook…you know I’m dieing to do just that. We could also open out own business. I’m thinking a fitness/yoga studio. I could teach and you could to the marketing and office work. You could also start writing that novel of yours or do some freelance work on the side. It would work, don’t shake you head!Read More